Won't anyone step up?

I always feel that I don't have the time to update my blog, and to be honest this is such a lie. Right now, I'm feeling as if I'm trapped inside this big bad world and everyone is out to get me, and no one really wants me to succeed in what I want to do. Which is inspire people. Even though it seems like I am getting knocked from every direction, the tough part is remaining positive through all the negative comments.

It's not just strictly against on my Youtube page, it's more like I can't seem to get past the fact that right now in my life I feel like I'm headed straight on a track to no where, and that's something that's killing me. Right now, I have a friend that is reading over my shoulder, and it's hard to try and get this creative block out with Nick sitting here, but if I could trust anyone inside my head, it might be Nick.

Long story short, I have a feeling that what I am goign to do is going to take a long time to try and concur my own self doubt, but as long as I know that I can be positive, I want to try and make this world a more positive place.

The other day, my friend Steven got a new shipment in from Live to Love Apperal, and looking at those items it really made me think that this world doesn't have enough love. Well, I guess I should come clean about something.

I really hated the trend that developed a few years ago, consisitng of peace signs and love everywhere. It drove me nuts to see girls that don't believe in peace or love wearing a shirt that said "love more" or a necklace with a peace sign on it. I understand that if you think something looks cute, you're going to wear it, but understand the reprecations that come along with wearing something that has a powerful message on it. It's a tough world to grow up, and an even tougher world to try and make a difference in, but as long as I remain strong and I try my hardest to come out on top and make people feel good, then I know that I would have died happy.

I guess that I'm saying a lot more than what was needed, and I'm sorry for how scatter brained this post seemed to be. I just needed to get out some demons that I have been feeling for a little while now. So, thanks everyone for the fact that I have been so blessed to have positive feedback. But thank you so much. I hope you all have a wonderful day!

xo
Jessica